Low

First things first.

There are a couple of very very special friends I've met through this LJ, and two of them have been particularly supportive and wonderful to me since I've met them, and I'm so very very grateful to have their friendship. You both know who you are, and I just want to say thank-you again for taking the time to listen to my problems and offer your support and love. You truly rock. *HUGS*

Of course, I love *all* of my flist... but I needed to say a special thanks to these two.

Now the rest...

Feeling *very* low today...
Up later than I should have been last night, especially since the hubby was an hour behind and thought he was staying up till 11pm when really it was midnight... so very little sleep.

I also think my friend's death is affecting me more than I thought it was. Which is understandable.

I am going to his wake tomorrow afternoon. My medieval group is putting on a demonstratin at a library tomorrow that I was supposed to help out with, but I am goign to go to the wake instead, even though it will be very very hard. But I would regret it forever if I don't go.

And, because things always have to get worse before they get better, for some reason, my laptop's speakers (remember the Brand New Laptop, that I've only had for... like... a month or so) have suddenly just stopped working. The headphones still work, and everything is installed properly as far as I can tell, but the sound just cut out and stopped. Very frustrating.

On an unrelated note, the dreaded *D* word has begun again. I have made my Pact, and together, we will succeed!